Dear Mom,

Well some of us said, kawan kawan bestfriend dia. Tapi sekarang aku tau siapa betul betul bestfriend aku sampai bila bila. My mom is my bestfriend! She is the coolest mom in the world! Ye aa dia memang la garang kadang kadang, dia marah marah, dia bad mood semua tu. Dia sayang aku! Biar lah kan. Aku je tak reti nak hargai mama yang macam tu. Sesetengah mak bapak, anak buat salah sikit maki, pukul, ludah, halau rumah, doa anak bukan bukan macam macam laah. Tapi mama tak pernah sekali pun maki doa bukan bukan untuk aku. Tapi lagi pening pikir kan anak sorang dia ni. I mean aku laah! Mama kata aku ni pandai, tapi malas. Dia kata aku ni sebenarnye baik, tapi ganas! Dia selalu cerita pasal aku kat kawan kawan office dia. Kalau dia gaduh dengan aku, aku rasa dia sangat stress and sakit hati dengan perangai aku. Kadang kadang, sebab kan aku sorang je, semua orang kat rumah kene marah. Mama terus bad mood, and really moodyyy :( Aku ni anak derhaka kan? Aku ni suka sakit kan hati dia! Aku tipu dia. Aku buat something without thinking of her. Dia yang jaga aku selama ni, aku balas jasa dia macam ni kan! Mama memang bukan macam mak orang lain. Mak orang lain kita nampak baik sebab dia ajar anak dia tution, habis kan masa balik kerja dia dengan anak anak, balik tengah/hari masak untuk anak anak. Tapi mama memang tak macam tu, mama nak anak dia indipendent! Sebab dia tahu kebolehan anak dia sampai tahap mana. Macam mane pun aku keluar, aku tak duduk rumah merayap je dia tau aku boleh buat sebaik yang mungkin! Result nak keluar ni buat aku rasa takut sangat, sampai aku pun tak tahu nak react macam mane. Lately lepas aku habis sekolah ni, mama laa tempat aku share masalah! Aku cerita masalah aku dengan dia, maybe tak semua. But better then before kan. Dari gaduhhh, marah, diam merajuk, macam macam lahh. Dia jadi bestfriend aku. Aku rasa seronok bila aku dapat bercerita dengan dia. and since mama ada anak laki sorang kat rumah ni, dia lain! Dia look okaay tak la boring sangat. Kitorang pon dah tak boring gaduh dengan perempuan je kan selain gaduh dengan uncle 'd kann haha. Well i've nothing more to sayy. But if satu hari aku nak mama tau satu benda je, MAMA I LOVE YOU SO MUCH! YOU'RE MY BESTFRIEND, MY IDOL, MY BELOVED MOM! THANKS FOR ALWAYS BEING THERE FOR FOUR IF US! LOVE YOU MOM!



She Used to be my enemy and never letting me be free,
catching me in places that I know I shouldn't be,
Every other day I crossed the line
I didn't mean to be so bad,
I never thought you would become a friend I never had

Back then I didn't know why,
Why you were misunderstood (mama),
So now I see through your eyes,
all that you did was love

Mama I love you, Mama I care,
Mama I love you, Mama my friend,
You're my friend

I didn't want to hear it then but
I'm not ashamed to say it now,
Every little thing you said and did was right for me,
I had a lot of time to think about,
about the way I used to be,
Never had a sense of my responsibility.

Back then I didn't know why,
why you were misunderstood,
So now I see through your eyes,
all that you did was love,

Mama I love you, Mama I care,
Mama I love you, Mama my friend,
You're my friend ,you're my friend

But now I'm sure I know why (I know why),
why you were misunderstood,
So now I see through your eyes,
all I can give you is love (all I can give you is love),

Mama I love you, Mama I care,
Mama I love you, Mama my friend,
Mama I love you, Mama I care,
Mama I love you, Mama my friend,
You're my friend, you're my friend

Ohh, my mama my love
Ohh, my mama my love

In lobe in you, in love in me
And love is true and guaranteed

Im loving you,you loving me
our love thats true so true


Lot Of Love,
Nur Athirah Roslan :)


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